Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Spring has Sprung

wow... it's been wayyy too long since i have written anything. the last three weeks of my life has been very.................. lets just say.. crazybusypainful.... so much has happened i don't know where to even start.. so i'm just going to focus on this last weekend.




Last sunday, april 5th, i went hunting, and i shot my first turkey! it was sooooo awesome! it was about 17 pounds with and 8 inch beard. what a shot too! got him right in the head. haha.




Friday i went to pizza.. like usual.. then i went to kate and quincy's house(my second home). I've been wanting to learn guitar for a long time now, but never really had the motivation, till now. i'm so determined to become good at this. it's insane. i need to wait till school is out before i really start giving it all my attention, because school is my main priority. ANYWAYS, i had and awesome time on friday, only got two hours of sleep, but was wide awake for work at 7:30 the next morning. the coffee helped! by the way KATE, i have your blue coffee cup with the goose on it. :] i will return it haha. (thanks for the picture ashley)


Saturday i worked................. it was boring like usual.. but hey, i need money, so i don't mind too much. ash and ant came in and saw me, that made me happy:] so after work i went over to their house, helped ashley with a craft/home decor project, and then we dyed easter eggs! it was so much fun. i haven't dyed eggs in so long! my favorite one was my dinosaur egg, i took a picture of it:] it was really nice hanging out with my sister. it totally took her moving out to make me realise how much i took her company for granted. i love you ashley! even though we are complete opposites, i can always have fun with her. anthony too :] sooooo the night followed with egg salad sandwiches, guitar hero, and our friends phil and micha stopped by and hung out with us. it was like old times again.


Easter sunday was pretty laid back. saw g-ma and g-pa kosher, visited with grandma cathern, and had an awesome dinner my mom cooked. love them sweet mashed potatoes! thanks mom!



this week, as of wednesday, has been busy busy busy, again! school, work, gym, homework, guitar, school, work, taxes, gym, dentist appointment, homework, gym, AHHHHH!!!! i need to do some rearranging.

Spring cleaning anyone???

Monday, March 30, 2009

bang bang

yesterday I had to get out of the house. i have been working on a business presentation for the past 5 days and i had some cabin fever. i went shooting with a couple of my guy friends. it was sunny and beautiful outside, i couldn't pass up the opportunity. we shot trap, and i forgot how much fun it was. getting my mind off of reality for awhile is just what i needed. i also got some frustrations out while shooting the clay pigeons. :] i have my presentation today, and a mid term right after that.. then spring break baby! wish me luck.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

It's time

I have come to realise that i need to be selfish...
Look out for myself
Take care of myself
Do things i need/want/love to do
I can't wait on someone to do it for me
I can't wait for him to realise...

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Today

"imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and its better to be absolutely ridiculous, than absolutely boring" Marilyn Monroe

she is just amazing... :]














i'm feeling refreshed today!
i got up and got things done..
i did my hair different..
balanced my check book..
i think i'm gonna hit up the gym today..
hopefully by the end of today i'll be feeling even better..

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

why

why can't love be this simple?
i love you.....
you love me
............the end?

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

never never land


so i'm thinking that... maybe.....
i need to grow up a little bit...
start taking on more responsibilities...
start thinking about my future........
maybe i need to be selfish and think about myself for once.....

i need....change...

inspiration

freedom.........


to be recognised......



i need to love......and be loved

*sigh*

growing up sucks





Monday, March 9, 2009

[rip]


i miss my friends