I got distracted

6 months down the road.....

what a crazy, up and down ride it has been.

i am so much better now. stronger, wiser, and happy. but I'm still growing. still learning. still trying to grasp somethings in my life.

met new people, made new friends, and lost some friends too.

I'm still an individual. i lost myself there for awhile, but i came back just the same. i guess you could say a "new and improved" version of myself. it's a great feeling :]




don't let anyone change you. be forever, who you are.

Spring has Sprung

wow... it's been wayyy too long since i have written anything. the last three weeks of my life has been very.................. lets just say.. crazybusypainful.... so much has happened i don't know where to even start.. so i'm just going to focus on this last weekend.




Last sunday, april 5th, i went hunting, and i shot my first turkey! it was sooooo awesome! it was about 17 pounds with and 8 inch beard. what a shot too! got him right in the head. haha.




Friday i went to pizza.. like usual.. then i went to kate and quincy's house(my second home). I've been wanting to learn guitar for a long time now, but never really had the motivation, till now. i'm so determined to become good at this. it's insane. i need to wait till school is out before i really start giving it all my attention, because school is my main priority. ANYWAYS, i had and awesome time on friday, only got two hours of sleep, but was wide awake for work at 7:30 the next morning. the coffee helped! by the way KATE, i have your blue coffee cup with the goose on it. :] i will return it haha. (thanks for the picture ashley)


Saturday i worked................. it was boring like usual.. but hey, i need money, so i don't mind too much. ash and ant came in and saw me, that made me happy:] so after work i went over to their house, helped ashley with a craft/home decor project, and then we dyed easter eggs! it was so much fun. i haven't dyed eggs in so long! my favorite one was my dinosaur egg, i took a picture of it:] it was really nice hanging out with my sister. it totally took her moving out to make me realise how much i took her company for granted. i love you ashley! even though we are complete opposites, i can always have fun with her. anthony too :] sooooo the night followed with egg salad sandwiches, guitar hero, and our friends phil and micha stopped by and hung out with us. it was like old times again.


Easter sunday was pretty laid back. saw g-ma and g-pa kosher, visited with grandma cathern, and had an awesome dinner my mom cooked. love them sweet mashed potatoes! thanks mom!



this week, as of wednesday, has been busy busy busy, again! school, work, gym, homework, guitar, school, work, taxes, gym, dentist appointment, homework, gym, AHHHHH!!!! i need to do some rearranging.

Spring cleaning anyone???

bang bang

yesterday I had to get out of the house. i have been working on a business presentation for the past 5 days and i had some cabin fever. i went shooting with a couple of my guy friends. it was sunny and beautiful outside, i couldn't pass up the opportunity. we shot trap, and i forgot how much fun it was. getting my mind off of reality for awhile is just what i needed. i also got some frustrations out while shooting the clay pigeons. :] i have my presentation today, and a mid term right after that.. then spring break baby! wish me luck.

It's time

I have come to realise that i need to be selfish...
Look out for myself
Take care of myself
Do things i need/want/love to do
I can't wait on someone to do it for me
I can't wait for him to realise...

Today

"imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and its better to be absolutely ridiculous, than absolutely boring" Marilyn Monroe

she is just amazing... :]














i'm feeling refreshed today!
i got up and got things done..
i did my hair different..
balanced my check book..
i think i'm gonna hit up the gym today..
hopefully by the end of today i'll be feeling even better..

why

why can't love be this simple?
i love you.....
you love me
............the end?

never never land

so i'm thinking that... maybe.....
i need to grow up a little bit...
start taking on more responsibilities...
start thinking about my future........
maybe i need to be selfish and think about myself for once.....

i need....change...

inspiration

freedom.........


to be recognised......



i need to love......and be loved

*sigh*

growing up sucks

[rip]

i miss my friends

Out in the Country

so here are a couple pictures from last fridays country photo shoot.. i just picked a couple to put up cuz there were so many. here are a few of my favorites :] enjoy

Today i felt like i accomplished a lot. i went to school. went to work. and made it to the gym to attend a "power pump" class. OH MAN how it kicked my ass! but in a good way. haha. i really enjoyed the class. it was like hard core step aerobics! i know i'll be doing that again.

i've got sunshine on a cloudy day

it's really rainy and wet outside...

i miss the sunshine

Home Made Apple...pie?

thursday night my friend kate and i were hanging out at her house, and we decided to make some home made bread. pretty random, but it was awesome. once we started that, cook books went flying and some how we ended up using some left over apples and baby apple pies were born! it was a blast.

friday was awesome too! me and my two friends, courtney and paige, thought it'd be a good idea to slip into dresses, and shimmy into our boots for a fun country photo shoot. the pictures are awesome, and will be making an appearance soon. a night of pizza and more friends followed at players.

saturday... work=poop.. like always. i enjoy the people i work with, well, most of them.. but walking around a craft store for 8 hours, with nothing to do, PLUS not being able to craft, that's always annoying. after work i met up with my family and boyfriend at my sisters house and we all drove down to auburn to meet up with my aunt eva, uncle gerry, and cousin devin. it was fun visiting with them.

sunday....well its raining and i'm currently eating a banana and making my blog look cool!

first timer

ok here we go!

i have officially become a blogger!

it's going to be great.. see ya later :]