bang bang

yesterday I had to get out of the house. i have been working on a business presentation for the past 5 days and i had some cabin fever. i went shooting with a couple of my guy friends. it was sunny and beautiful outside, i couldn't pass up the opportunity. we shot trap, and i forgot how much fun it was. getting my mind off of reality for awhile is just what i needed. i also got some frustrations out while shooting the clay pigeons. :] i have my presentation today, and a mid term right after that.. then spring break baby! wish me luck.

It's time

I have come to realise that i need to be selfish...
Look out for myself
Take care of myself
Do things i need/want/love to do
I can't wait on someone to do it for me
I can't wait for him to realise...

Today

"imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and its better to be absolutely ridiculous, than absolutely boring" Marilyn Monroe

she is just amazing... :]














i'm feeling refreshed today!
i got up and got things done..
i did my hair different..
balanced my check book..
i think i'm gonna hit up the gym today..
hopefully by the end of today i'll be feeling even better..

why

why can't love be this simple?
i love you.....
you love me
............the end?

never never land

so i'm thinking that... maybe.....
i need to grow up a little bit...
start taking on more responsibilities...
start thinking about my future........
maybe i need to be selfish and think about myself for once.....

i need....change...

inspiration

freedom.........


to be recognised......



i need to love......and be loved

*sigh*

growing up sucks

[rip]

i miss my friends

Out in the Country

so here are a couple pictures from last fridays country photo shoot.. i just picked a couple to put up cuz there were so many. here are a few of my favorites :] enjoy

Today i felt like i accomplished a lot. i went to school. went to work. and made it to the gym to attend a "power pump" class. OH MAN how it kicked my ass! but in a good way. haha. i really enjoyed the class. it was like hard core step aerobics! i know i'll be doing that again.

i've got sunshine on a cloudy day

it's really rainy and wet outside...

i miss the sunshine

Home Made Apple...pie?

thursday night my friend kate and i were hanging out at her house, and we decided to make some home made bread. pretty random, but it was awesome. once we started that, cook books went flying and some how we ended up using some left over apples and baby apple pies were born! it was a blast.

friday was awesome too! me and my two friends, courtney and paige, thought it'd be a good idea to slip into dresses, and shimmy into our boots for a fun country photo shoot. the pictures are awesome, and will be making an appearance soon. a night of pizza and more friends followed at players.

saturday... work=poop.. like always. i enjoy the people i work with, well, most of them.. but walking around a craft store for 8 hours, with nothing to do, PLUS not being able to craft, that's always annoying. after work i met up with my family and boyfriend at my sisters house and we all drove down to auburn to meet up with my aunt eva, uncle gerry, and cousin devin. it was fun visiting with them.

sunday....well its raining and i'm currently eating a banana and making my blog look cool!